Saturday, October 31, 2009

Moments Slipped Away.

First of alllll, happy Halloween! I was surprised at the amount of people who dressed up to school, even though Halloween is actually tomorrow. I hope this much people dress up for Spirit Week. It would suck if leadership people are the only ones that dress up....like last year, lmao.

So today, I took a nap after I got home from practice so I missed dinner. We had Korean BBQ. Fail. I slept for about 4hours and now I'm up doing this because I can't sleep. Meh.

I hate how people automatically assume that short people can't do anything. Like for example, my family is constantly reminding me that I'm probably not good at volleyball because of my height. They're always saying things like, "What volleyball? Aren't you too short to play?" Piss me off. Alright, thanks for being so damn supportive. It makes me feel like I can never be good at anything and I tried so hard and came all this way for absofuckingtutely nothing.

I am hanging out with my best girl/guy friend, annoying brat, mother Malexandright tomorrow. Yipppeee! I'm excited. We're getting matching socks, lol how cute are we? Lalalalala, I don't know what to write about but I think I have an idea, so here goes.

Do you ever get the feeling that you let something you should have had go? I don't know if that made sense, so let me make it more clear: So you should have something, but you didn't take it when you had the chance, so now you're in the present living with questions like 'What if?' I think I feel like that a lot. I constantly question myself and ask how things would be different if I took a different path in life or "the road less taken". Would life be better? Would it be worse? I don't know, I feel like I let too many things go and in the end of it all, I'm just left with regret. Just kidding, I don't really regret. I wish I could have done things better, made better decisions, but never regret. Life is too short for that bullshit. But if everything really does happen for a reason, then there's a reason why my life is the way it is and I should be okay with that, right? Right.

Here are some quotes that keep my head up:
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right, forgive the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it."

"Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections."

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My favorite Audrey Hepburn quotes:

"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles."

"Your heart just breaks, that's all. But you can't judge or point fingers. You just have to be lucky enough to find someone who appreciates you."

"For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run their fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands, one for helping yourself and the other for helping others."

Well, that is it for the night. Have a safe and fun Halloween!
xoxo.

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