Killer.

So i had a really scary dream last night.
& i continuously woke up from time to time.
I saw someone getting murdered in front of my own two eyes..
It was seriously one of the most terrifying dreams i've ever had.
& lately, Connie's been getting me into these "freaky dream" nonsense, so i decided to look it up.

To see a killer in your dream, suggests that an essential aspect of your emotions have been cut off. You feel that you are losing your identity and your individuality. Alternatively, this dream may represent purification and the healing process. You are standing up for yourself and putting a dramatic end to something.

- I don't clearly understand the first part, but i think the healing process is probably true. Plus, the dramatic end thing. HAHHAA.

I don't know, i must be going crazy.
But that was one hell of a scary ass dream.

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Procrastination is getting at me..
The 4day weekend is already 80% gone.
I haven't touched my backpack since it began.
SIGH. Today is a day dedicated to studies.
LOL. SYKE. Jk, maybe. :)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Ahh. Today was fun. :)
All thanks to my camera right fam? ;) hahaa
Started out great, but it's ending not so good.
UGHHHHHH.

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I was just trying to be nice.
& then you go & do something stupid.
HOW WONDERFUL OF YOU!
Do you want a fucking cookie?


Sylvia sent me this, & I relate to it 100%.

The truth is, I've been lied to so many times.
I know I come second best to you.
I'm not the one you think of,
& I'm sure as hell no the one you need.
So why do you hold on to me?
You're making things worse.
You're the only thing I had.
But to you, I'm just the girl you've got
cause you can't have the girl you once had.
She's your everything while I'm just there.
You close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care.
I'm not stupid, I see it.
But my heart just never wants to believe it.
So go ahead, tell me another lie.
Whisper in my ear
& tell me how much you pretend to love me.
Tell me how much you wish I was her.

Are you happy?
Without someone you labeled as your "best friend"?
I'm glad I was someone you can just throw away so easily.
Because it wasn't so simple for me.

Thanksgiving Week.

Holiday seasons have arrived. (:
One of my favorite, Thanksgiving<3.
There's so many things that I'm thankful for.
The list is never ending so I'm not gonna start.

Anyway, I'd like to add that.
I really hate it when people are clueless.
& they don't realize what they're doing.
HAHAHAhA. -_-

LALALA. Short week, long weekend.
God bless America! (:

random doodles.

lately, i've been feeling really sad and depressed. idk. i think it's just me. maybe the painters are coming. teehee.

so much as happened in the past few months.. gained new friends, lost some, and even lost those who meant so much to me. but don't hesitate on those people because there's reason why they won't make it to your future. hahaha. i wonder if that's true. what if i needed those people all along?..

i guess forever wasn't that long was it. but we made our promise. and all's i gotta ask is, are you still out there?

i'm glad we have no school tomorrow. hurray!