for you.

..I just want you.
I wanna be your Valentine, your Christmas wish, your pick-up line.
I wanna be the one who knows about your friends and foes,
and the TV shows you love.
Look above the stars, spell out your name with an exclamation point.
Cuz at the end of the day, you're the one who makes me say..
Help me find myself like how I found you.
I need you so we can live happily too.
I just want you. :)

I hate that I never have my way with words to tell you how I feel at that exact moment, and I'm sorry I'm really bad at this. haha. You probably get really frustrated because you want to know what's going on in my mind but I'm never able to tell you at the spot. But I hope you know that I'm never really upset even though I might seem like it. It makes me feel good to know that you pay attention to me and you notice every time I look sad. I get over things really quickly so I just want you to know that you never have to worry about me. But thanks for showing that you care anyway. :) And, I want you to know that you're the best thing that happened to me since senior year started. You're the first thing I think of when the sun shines bright, the last thing I think of when I sleep at night. I know sometimes I look mad/sad/whatever but I'm always smiling on the inside and I don't show it but I'm happy when I'm with you. Time goes too fast though. I hope this helps you understand at least a little how much you mean to me and how much I appreciate you being there. Thanks for always assuring me that things are going to be okay and encouraging me to look towards the brighter side of life. I'm glad you're my best friend and 10 years from now, at the Thanksgiving dinner, we'll have so much to talk about, lol. I wish I can better explain how I feel every time I'm around you but I think this just about sums it up. So hopefully soon, I'll be able to express the way I feel in words. haha. 'Till then, bare with me.

When it hurts to look back,
and you're scared to look forward,
just look to your side and I'll be there.

Both of us need to do homework so this is it for now. So that's it!


Oh, p.s., if you're a penguin, I'm a penguin.
:)