Gentlement Don't.

I love Gabe Bondoc. His voice is so soft & soothing, listening to his music just makes me want to curl up in my bed & sleep.

Anyway, I'm only blogging because I really need to rant right now. I'm so speechless but at the same time I have so many things running through my mind that I constantly have to erase what I type because I keep making typos. This is ridiculous. I am in utter shock & completely in loss of words.

Even in my state of speechlessness, I have SO MUCH shit I wish I could say to you right now. How you played me for stupid but I take that fault on me. I'm stupid for letting you take me for granted & thinking that I'm stupid enough to fall for your bullshit. It was my mistake to fall for your sweet talk & it was my fault for thinking you were being honest. I should have realized from the first time that you weren't going to change but I didn't think it would hurt this much to have the smallest hope.