and these are my confessions..

So a few days ago, I was just on Mickey's video site thingymajigger, whatever those are called. And I was looking for something to watch and I just decided to watch Glee, since everyone was saying it was really fun. Now I'm on episode6 and it's pretty interesting. It's like a TV show of High School Musical but still, it's fun.

In the show, the girl cast sings the song Take A Bow by Rihanna and I must admit, it's almost, or maybe even better than the original. After I heard it, I downloaded it and now I'm just playing it on replay. People are always talking about how cool it is when you find lyrics to a song you can completely relate to. I'm not saying I can relate to the lyrics but something tells me that time might be coming sometime soon. But I'm not a fortuneteller so we'll just have to wait and see. The only thing you can do in doubt is just to have hope and pray that everything will turn out for the best.

My jiral flow is not flowing correctly. It feels like there's like a blood(word) clot in my brain and vocabulary just isn't flowing through it as if I'm in this state of a brain coma, if that even makes sense. My writer's block is so bad that I'm not even making sense.

Or maybe, it's not really writer's block. I just don't have a way with words. I wish I had like a personal translator for me so that whenever I can't say the things I want to say, something will just say it for me. I wish there was a way I can explain in clear words what's going on in my mind or even what I'm feeling at that exact moment. I don't know how I turned out to be like this but it's especially hard when I want to tell someone something and there's just something that's holding me back from saying what I want to say. Meh.

Anyway, today, I'm going to a potluck with my cousins at Sandra une's house. I'm gonna go get ready early so I'm not rushing myself later, teehee.

That's it for today.
xoxo.