"Smile

"because it's the best remedy,
after listening to sick beats with musical melodies.
Tell 'em, better yet show 'em that you're strong
No more backing out because the old you is long gone.

Momma's always judgin', maybe she doesn't know
That it's a hard to be a teen, and life? It's too slow.
Tryin' to make the best of it, it ain't an easy thing
But I made me a devotion, my faith's the promise ring.

My daddy always tells me, "Baby, now don't give up."
No use for explanations, maybe it's just tough luck.
I'm gonna get myself somewhere, I stick by these words.
Just for the time being, my vision is a big, cloudy blur."
- Anonymous.

........Writer's block? Cos that's the furthest they've got so far.
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One more week of dreadful summer school left. I can't believe I survived it. YIPPPEE! Off to Korea about a week. I'm prepared to make the best of my trip this year.

There's so many inspirations left and right, but I feel like I'm stuck in this box and can't get out. I'm trapped within these walls, restraining me from spitting all the words jumbled up in my head. On a brighter note, though, I finished my first prompt for the UC application essays. Here's a snippet: "Throughout my life, my grandparents have played many different roles. They were the parents who showed me right from wrong, the grandparents who would cheer me up after a lecture from ‘mom and dad’, the friends I learned to love so much more, and most importantly, the inspiration that give me that extra push to strive for success." What I would be without my grandparents, seriously. Well, that's it for tonight. I'm secretly fucking boiling inside, but I will control my frustration. :) Toodles!