Who's Different?

So I've been thinking..
Well actually it came to mind like a few minutes ago.
But here goes anyways!
A fresh, new year is coming around. :)
And I feel like I'm wasting my time on people who don't matter.
That sounds bad, I know. But that's just the way I feel.
There's people who know all my imperfections and my flaws, yet they still give me unconditional love.
But then there's a point where I feel like that love isn't real.
So I come to the think, who are my real friends?
I guess it's more of my problem that I don't trust my close friends enough.
And at the same time maybe I haven't found the right one to trust.
Too bad I lost the two people I've trusted most.
I guess you win some, and you lose some. And that's how it works.

I find it hard to understand why the world is so judging.
Of course there are limitations to all that but wow.
Mistakes are always being made but it's a matter of whether or not you learn from your mistakes and live on with your life.
If you hold onto that mistake, when will you ever learn?
Life is about growing, falling, and picking yourself back up.
Being humans we have this inevitable passion to keep on trying.

Haha, speaking of that, I wonder how you're doing.
It's been almost a year now. A really long year too.

So in conclusion, :)
I'd like to remind some people that I've been put in your positions before.
And now I finally understand how it feels.
Don't constantly make plans with me and then blow me off.
The end.