HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Ahh. Today was fun. :)
All thanks to my camera right fam? ;) hahaa
Started out great, but it's ending not so good.
UGHHHHHH.

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I was just trying to be nice.
& then you go & do something stupid.
HOW WONDERFUL OF YOU!
Do you want a fucking cookie?


Sylvia sent me this, & I relate to it 100%.

The truth is, I've been lied to so many times.
I know I come second best to you.
I'm not the one you think of,
& I'm sure as hell no the one you need.
So why do you hold on to me?
You're making things worse.
You're the only thing I had.
But to you, I'm just the girl you've got
cause you can't have the girl you once had.
She's your everything while I'm just there.
You close your eyes when you look at me to pretend you care.
I'm not stupid, I see it.
But my heart just never wants to believe it.
So go ahead, tell me another lie.
Whisper in my ear
& tell me how much you pretend to love me.
Tell me how much you wish I was her.

Are you happy?
Without someone you labeled as your "best friend"?
I'm glad I was someone you can just throw away so easily.
Because it wasn't so simple for me.